WELL HELLO THERE MINE COMMISONING ME ?

Dude , i guess my friend that i have a crush on won't look at me the same agian , i guest , i have to talk to him alone tomorrow , i am sad , cause i accidently sent him something that i wasn't suppose to and he read it. Really i didn't want to send it ti him at all cause if he new i would probably die but maybe this would be probably let me get over him ............ Well anyway , another guy is callin and his name is Study and school. I guess i gonna do that for awhile........

Do you guys want to see some fanarts ?
If yes say what ?
If no say no and why ?

Do you guys want to see some more of my O.Cs?
Yes ? who ?
no ?

Do you want me to make fanart of ur O.C character ?
Yes ? than give me linky
No ....... okay than


I am bored and yeah

HEy gais this is me , saku , XDDDDDDD '
My old laptop died so now i am using this old computer to type this to you to let you guys know what is going on. For now you won't see any art from me until my laptop is fixed. DX I am gonna be sad but i can use paint on this computer. Also , i am going to try not to get on as much as i use too. sorry rp peepsDX Also i will reply all your comments that i have got so far XD. YAY! When i was gon i got atleast 12 comments or more. -tear - I feel loved. -shot's by many of you- The reason i am going to try not to get on as much is so i can focus more better on my grades. I started to get lazy on my 2 trimester but i can't do that anymore. My tutors are mad that i was slacken. I am a 4.0 student and i can't slack ! Also i am trying to be more serious about things and not be joking and funny.
YEah , i am abit bored lately and i haven't been feeling that i gave it my all . I am abit glad that the laptop broke down . I was tooo distracted but know i can focus more better because this computer is sssloooooooooow as bob.


Hey kame DX I was about to put up the art trade that we were doing but my computer died and that one had all my drawings all or my drawings that i was going to put up got deleted DDDDXX please give me more time.


Well yeah so all i am saying is that i will be on time to time. Hey if you see me on note me ! I wil be glad to talk to you. (sorry if i sound like a famous artist ---shot'd - which i am not I only hvae 3000 and sumthing hits and one of my friends have 8000 and sumthing )


well for now jaa neh ~
Samurai saku


P.s , For anyone who wants to chat , i have a chatting room on DA Chat room the chat rooms name is Samuraisakura I might be in there

eh well i am gone rant in the journal and be aware i did tell you this first before you read!


Well lately i have been feeling very ingored by my friends , I feel like i am not there at times and when i am. Also one of my closest friends is very gloomy today and she wouldn't tell me which makes me even more sad cause it makes it look like i did something. Also i feel gulity cause right now for some reason i CANT tell to of my closest friends what am feeling and i dunno why.Also i feel like i can't forgive one of them either. I just want them to like go away sometimes. Today , vbasic everyone looks like they feel gloomy today and it effects me too. I want to know what's worng but i am afraid to ask. I guess that no one wants to talk today but oh well.............. -sigh- I am just a childish preson that has to many problems and get annyoed easily i guess. Also I feel like i am running , i don't know what though but i am also feel like i am running all the time, I don't know from what? I don't know but i guess i don't want to be hurt. I had a best friend which i thought i could tell her everything but at the end she betrays me and it hurts bad. I guess i don't want to feel alone again and werid. I can be alone wolf but i hate that feeling and i just hated when it repeats. Was i ment to have no friends or what ?! I guess i never really had a friend friend.....-sigh - I want to ingore all the thoughts that i am haveing but if it keeps going on i might go crazy. Offcorse , no one wants to feel replaced. I feel like that , I feel like every friend i have always finds away to replace me with something else. I kno know it is selfeshly mean but still. It's a bit different. Sometimes i want to be the first one know things, and i ahven't been lately. IF for the dang club, If one of my staff want to do something should they tell me first sice i am the prez. Well not to be all bossy and stuff, I plann things out too... UGHHHHHHHH....... i hate it when someones says yes i then i say no and that person starts crying ! >< People are abit botrhersome lately. "Oh you said blah blah blah blah " "But then blah blah blah this" GOSH PEOPLE SOMETIMES LET ME EXPLAIN STOP PUSHING WORDS IN MY MOUTH OF ELSE I WON'T TALK TO YOU FOREVER !!!! ALSO PEOPLE AT SCHOOL WHO RANDOMLY FINDS THIS , WHEN YOU REQUEST SOMETHING AND I SAY NO IT IS A NO DON'T FORCE ME TO DRAW IT ! I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME GOESH !!!!! I TAKE REQUEST WHEN I HAVE TIME TOOOOOO !!!! IF YOU PAID ME OFFCORSE I WOULD DO IT CAUSE YOU ARE PAYING ME BUT YOU ARE NOT SO SHUT UP AND MOVE ON ABUT IT DON'T BE A BABY AND CRAY ABOUT IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSH SHUTUP AND DRIVE ON WERDOS. I AM ANNYOED BY YOU IDIOTS AT MY SCHOOL WHO DO THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also i feel that people are scared of me and stuff , cause they would just try to run away and stuff when i see them. guys i am not scary , so please don't runn............................-more to come -